Want me too

I know what i want.  I know what i want wants me.  I suppose maybe it's just the fight that i need first.  I need to be needed and i need that need to be for good.  It's just a matter of time til everything is beautiful again.  I just have to get comfortable again... i'm trying so hard not to overwhelm anyone and i'm starting to feel like i might actually be wanted around more. .  Maybe it's good cause then everything will be more apprietiated and what we are will not be taken for granet.

Life wise i might not be real happy, but it's just a matter of time.... i have been through a lot in the past 5 months after all.