Monday, August 31, 2009

A pretty picture.

One day this is going to be a spot in my office...

* Credit to Brown button

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

I Fell in love

We've talked about it, now we just have to wait for the time to be right...
i've found the guy i'm going to marry.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

loveheartsduh... soon to be engaged

4 months. it's been 4 months since hot stews bachelorette party. The night i met WIlliam Thomas Stephens.
I never expected to come out of that night with a serious persuer. Never expected to meet my future husband. But now we are talking about getting married. He is planning on a year, maybe 6 months. - i'll give him 2 months at the most. I know he's in love with me. I certainly don't think he'll make it that long because i wont let him sleep with me until then......

summary of Travis Tritt

Between today and yesterday.. my life is perfect. I have a job at the cellar. I have made it official between me and Will. He’s the perfect man. And we both get along wonderfully with each other’s family’s.

Today we went to his Grandma’s and then to the family party cabin. The one room school house was backgrounded by cornfields and a perfectly mowed yard and in front was a flag flying across a blue sky. As I finished shooting my first round of clay pigeons will’s arms surrounded me. Everything was perfect as the ribs grilled on the fire and the green grass was swarming with life.

Today I realized just how hard I am falling for Will and how safe I feel doing so. I think I just might be falling in love with him…. And it doesn’t even scare me.

Friday, August 21, 2009

a body of art.

I’m not one to let others be my compass.
I don’t wear the right clothes or hang out with the right people.
I don’t paint my face to fit in or smoke because it’s the cool thing to do.
I wear clothes that turn heads and I’m followed by whispers.

Some girls don’t eat.
Some don’t keep their food.
They say it’s caused by desperation to fit it.
They say it’s caused by media.

When I counted my pounds I said I was an athlete.
Everyone thought I was trying to make a weight class.

The truth was secret from everyone but me.
When I was a highschool freshman I took a bottle of Tylonal.
No one ever knew.
When I was a college junior I stopped feeling hunger.
No one will even guess.

They think I’m too confedient to care what they think.
But when my shirt is too tight they tell me I’m ripped
When my pants are too low they tell me that I’m sexy.
One more pound I drop, one more complement I earn.
People stare when I walk by and I could date any guy I want.

The pounds are fleeing and not one person knows what I’ve done.
How many pounds will I drop before my body rebels

I can feel it now.
When I wake up I am tired
Every pound I lift aches worse than before.
How many will my body give?

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Mission mirage accomplished

OMW back. We have 2 hours down and only 14 more to go.
This has been one really long week and no I’m ready for a vacation. But it was a nice break from all the boys [even though Nathan and Will were both there] I didn’t have a bunch of guys asking me on dates or asking me to be their gf. I have come to a decision. I think pretty much all of the boys are really nice guys and I’m pretty sure I know what their intentions are. I don’t know what it is that guys actually want relationships with me. Even guys that have always been interested in fun laid back [and unserious] flings are actually wanting to commit to me. But, while I think guys like J thunder and Nate are totally awesome, I’m really not interested in being part of their lessons learned. I know they are capable of having a relationship, but I don’t want to be the one for them to learn how to treat a girl or persue a girl. I think Jessie is pretty cool, but ive already got A guy chasing me that I trust. I am not quit ready to commit to Will, but I am well on my way and I’m not going to lead a guy like Jessie on when I know that right now his chances are slim.
Speaking of will…. He told me something interesting yesterday. I was still practically asleep when I heard him say something but I was so asleep that I couldn’t tell if he had actually said anything at all so I asked him if he had said something. “ I said I love you Brittany Moore”
Woah. I knew he did, but I didn’t see that coming. And I didn’t know what to say back so I rolled over and went back to sleep.
Yesterday night and told me he had something he wanted to tell me but he didn’t want it to freak me out. “Ok. Let me get ready” deep breath. “ok. Lets hear it.” I wasn’t really sure what he was going to say. In the back of my head I thought it might be something about the early conversation, if you can call it that. The senerios were running through my brain.
“I been thinking about it all day and I think I love you.” Ok… Some how he had forgotten about what he had said that morning, I guess he had been asleep too. I sill didn’t know what to say, so I didn’t say anything. I just gave him a kiss and then went back to what I was doing.
I don’t know how he could love me. I don’t know how he could know me enough to love me…. That’s the second guy in the past 2 months that has told me he loves me – I don’t know whats wrong with the boys! I don’t know what it is that seems to be driving them crazy. There are plenty of deacent and attractive girls that don’t have any boys chasing them, so why me? What have I done that makes me so different other than the fact that I am just plain weird [which as far as I can remember has never been a good thing or especially an attractive trait.]

Well, Hot stew was beautiful at her wedding [that’s now her name since we can’t call her hooper anymore. She was dark and her makeup was beautiful and the d├ęcor was so simple and absolutely breathtaking and then the whether was amazing and the waves were the perfect accent. The reception was just as beautiful. The star fish center pieces, blue silk flowing around them and accented by champaign and gleeful faces.

Friday, August 14, 2009

Baby for breakfast.

Heather crossed the line.... she didn't even just cross it, she ran full speed across it; she didn't even have time to see the line she was sprinting so fast.

We were talking about getting prego and i told her and Stacie that i wouldn't even know if i was prego because i only have my period every 2 or three months. How would i know if i was prego or not? Stacie pointed out that even if i got prego i would probably miss cary cause i party like a sailor in the winter time. But if i didn't even know that i was prego to start with, how would i know that i miss carried. Heather thinks that if it was in the first couple months it would just be a heavy period but if it's any later than that then i would probably have a still born..... you would be sitting on the toilet and woah,, you poop out a baby. That would be wierd cause then you would be like "man! i don't even remember having baby for breakfast!!!"

2 days until the wedding

Tomorrow is Heathers rehersal dinner and then the bachelorette party. And the next day is the wedding.
We made a bachlor party in a bag for her fiance,
Will is here and Nathan is here..... they're going with the bachelor party :)

Monday, August 10, 2009

Meet Stewart

the next addition to my family:
I adopted Stewy from Cerrin because she is going off to college and isn't allowed to have pets.