This is what i wrote a little over a month ago. However, i am starting to walk again... Not in the dating scene, but just in life.
I look at the confidence that I have started to regain, and i look like a new born dear trying to walk for the first time. My legs shake and my steps are uneven. I can't say that i know how to care about anyone yet, or that i even want to.. but i can see straight.
I'm still left wondering what to do with my life now.
I have a job that i love in a field that i started in 10 years ago.
I have finally started rebuilding my social life with friends.
but something just isn't there yet. I still the miss the life i had before i let my ex-husbands take it away.
But on a happier note: I love being able to hang out with my friends on the weekend. I am very stoked to have the opportunity back to get dressed up and express myself a little bit. I am slowly regaining my artistic breaths and it is like the first breath of summer, letting that flow : )