I've committed the rest of my life to Will. I don't care if he marries me or not. I don't care if he commits or not, i've chosen my life partner.
Now i just have to figure out to take care of myself until he comes around, even if it takes the rest of my life.
I don't want to work all the time and i don't want to have to be tough. I want to be responsible for keeping the house clean or taking care of the kids. I want to lay in bed next to the man i love and listen to him vent about his hard day at work. I want him to rub my back when my hormones are dumb and i cry myself to sleep.
I don't want to stress about Weather i'm putting in enough hours or if i need to find another job. I want to work, but only for my pleasure and for the extra cash, not because my life depends on it.
I am tired of trying to survive on my own, i want someone to take care of me so that i can take care of them.
I want a family.