due date

If I were still preggo, today I would be popping out a baby.   Probably if I was still married I wouldn’t have had the baby so early. 

I’m not working today – thank God.   I know that today is going to be a messy day and on top of it being a white pill sort of day.

The thing that all of this has made me realize:   I now WANT babies. Lol.   I never wanted to have a baby - - ever!.   I’m really not that big of a fan of kids, but now I can’t wait to get married again and really have babies. 

One day, I’m going to make babies with a husband that loves me as much as I love him : )  then we can have all sort of valentine festivities.