still alive

I made it back to fl. I tried to stay. Lol. I told my father that i hate fl. It is boring and i don't like it. He told me that i can't come back now, i have to try. Once i get an apt and a job it will be better. So here i am, back in fl. All of my belongings are now in a trailer parked outside Heather's house and i'm on the search for a job still.

ps. my addiction to hoping: defently NOT clairified. So i guess it's done. Maybe things will change, but right now it's done. I'm through hoping.