I like Brian, one reason i still need a job

I didn’t say anything, but I just want him to hold me forever.

The job hunt is not going so well . … I have found a way to survive, but no one is showing much interest. Tomorrow I will go check up with my apps. And turn in some more. . . fast food here I come. I just want a job so I can take him out for once. I miss being able to treat other people. I can’t wait to cook him dinner and buy my kids candy and pick up the tab for my friends. . . I cant stand not being able to make them feel special.