I can't marry Peter

I want to grow up. I enjoy going to bed at 10 and getting up at 6. I like drinking coffee in the morning and working. I like having a schedule but i'm still a kid and until i'm grown up my friends will still be kids. Hanging out at 7 is unheard of and going running at 6 in the morning is phycotic. I'm ready to live and i'm ready to live in a world of adults. But i know that even once everyone grows up we will still be in high school. I can't live with Peter and the lost boys. we are past the stage of carelessness but not yet close to the stage of maturity.