I have got to regain my personality, my independence, and my identity.
In the past two years I have drank more than ever put together, I have stopped going to church, I have quit pursuing the jobs I want and the career life style I love, my husband doesn't approve of the career I want, I have lost every single friend ive had, and I can't find joy in life.
I've spent the past two years basing every choice on my married life, and it has gotten me no where.
I'm ready to start making choices based on me. I miss being happy and I'm done giving up on that.
I can still be happy. My husband can either support me or fight me, but putting him as a priority has not made me happy, so it's time I make myself a priority.
I am going to pursue the job I want and live the lifestyle I want. I will not make my friends stand on the side line.
It's time I remember who I and what I want.
Hello again life.