Wednesday, August 07, 2013

To Love and to be Loved.

It is the simplest and yet most impossible thing in the world.  You can love all you want, but to be loved in returned ....  ?

Just because you are not loved back does not mean you are unlovable.  It doesn't mean that you haven't tried hard enough.  It doesn't mean that you will never find it.  and it does not mean that you don't deserve love.

I've learned that no matter how desperately you plea, you can not make someone love you in return.  I don't know if you can even earn it.


No matter how much i keep telling myself that - i just can't seem to believe it.  I feel so alone and worthless.

All i want in life is to be loved.  To feel loved... That is all i want.  And yet i am so uncapable of it.  So undeserving of it.  So worthless.

2 comments:

  1. You are more than deserving of love. You are a beautiful person inside and out. Dont be afraid of your own talents and wisdom. You know whats right, and whats wrong. Remember to be who you are and say what you feel. Because those mind dont matter, and those that matter dont mind.

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  2. Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

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