today is my new year

The past year of my life has been, without a doubt, the hardest I’ve lived.  I was married, he couldn’t take care of me, I got pregnant with his child,  lost my baby, failed at moving away, lost all self respect, got a serious infection. 

I’ve come out of all it a stronger woman…. And I feel that a woman is a good description of what this has made me. 

Now I’ve cut myself from my ex husband, I look forward to having my own family, I’ve gained self respect from my disrespect, and I’ve gotten over my infection.   I have a steady job and a steady side job and I have a crush on a jesus loving, jesus fearing guy. 

I love jesus and I am ready to start believing in him a little more.

Love always,

Beemo.