Sunday, March 20, 2011

a blog roll christmas

yes yes, i do realize that it is no where even around christmas right now.   However, i've not had internet for quite some time and when i got on today for my daily reads it was just like christmas with all of the great finds:

I love huge pictures that are abstract and pretty.... i want this particular one for my bed room.


This photo holder looks like something i'd see at my grandma's (made from an old style hanger)


Not the first time i've posted pictures of birdcages:  but i love more than just the cage.  I love the free standing photos and the green filing cabnet too!


Today, my blogging road trip was ill planned.... i couldn't tell you which blog owns which idea, but defently check out my cup of jo.

Sometimes sweet

I am in love with:

check her out : here

Its a beautiful combo between beautiful sweet bliss and the rough side of tattoos and on the edge design.  She has the best blog roll too.

to do:

watch 3 days later. My father told me that is absolutely amazing. Just a note: it may be an action pack adrenaliner.... i'm excited.

party of lemons.

When life gives you lemons, find someone who has vodka and have a party.

politicians should take a dodgeball in the face

I used to agree with Henry Kissinger's quote that “Ninety percent of the politicians give the other ten percent a bad reputation.” but now i am realizing the truth is that Felicity Kendall was more accurate when they said “There is one sure way of telling when politicians aren't telling the truth - their lips move.”

“Politicians are the same all over. They promise to build bridges even when there are no rivers.”

My goal here is not to bash politicians, I used to think that it was possible to change the world and have a voice. I used to believe that a good man could go into politics with sense..... over the past couple years i have realized that is hogwash. WTS was "a good man" but I've realized that even the best of politicians are still politicians. "It has been the political career of these men to begin with hypocrisy, proceed with arrogance, and finish with contempt” (Thomas Paine)

“A politician is a fellow who gives you the key to the city after he's taken everything worth having” Who ever said that didn't realize how many subject he was breaking.... my politician gave me back the key to my heart after he'd already taken EVERYTHING inside. “Instead of giving a politician the keys to the city, it might be better to change the locks.”

I used to have faith in some of the "good" politicians. Then WTS taught me that there are no good politicians, just ones that are better at lieing.


When i was married i gave my heart to the man i was going to spend the rest of my life with. When he brought the ex into the picture he made is seem as if he just had a really kind heart.... he said that he was "just too nice to hurt someone" He said he wasn't mean enough to be mean to her. What he was really saying: "i am a politician and will tell you what ever you want to hear to keep you around" When i was with him i heard what he wanted me to hear.

He always said he would keep his morals intact that he wouldn't forget what he believed even when he got tied up in politics. He said he would never play dirty. Now he is playing dirty and it disgusts me. But i should have seen it coming... he is a politician and this only implifies what i already knew.

"I am never going to have anything more to do with politics or politicians. When this war is over I shall confine myself entirely to writing and painting."


I once called him a politician and he got upset because he didn't want to be labeled a liar.... now i realize that just because he didn't want the label didn't change the truth.

You can park a car in the living room and call it a couch but it's still a car and it still shouldn't be in the living room and that's the way it will always be.

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Luck o' the irish


Me and two of my newest friends.  Liz and Michaela.  I'm just sad that you can't see the green tutu i made. 

Top of the morning to ya.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

spring cleaning


This week I’m going to work on making my house look less like a project.  I know that there are some things that I can never fix… like the slanted floors or the layout of the house…. But my window screens are stapled on and the white doors look like they’ve been through hell and back again.  I’ve learned that white paint only gets dirty again and again…. So maybe I’ll paint them blue.  I dunno.  And I need to take my pictures and actually lay them out instead of just nailing them up.  I also need to figure out something a little more stylish for my rat’s cage rather than just throwing him in a corner…. There is so much that needs done and now that summer is here I am impatient to get to work. 

If you have any suggestions to making old houses look new let me know.  Feel free to leave a comment or email me.

Friday, March 11, 2011

Girl crush of the week:

Emma Stone.  She is the perfect combonation between fun and Ba.   She kind of reminds me of me in her "i'll show you" attitude.  She comes off as a nerdy girl but is really just plain awesome.
I can't say that i know if her attitude is anything like her characters but i hope it is because every character she plays is kick ass.

Natasha Bedingfield - Pocket Full Of Sunshine .mp3
Found at bee mp3 search engine


She's got my approval, but i doubt she needs it.  

Heart always,
Bee Mo.


Let me know who your celebrity crush is or what you think of Emma Stone.  
feel free to email at rekam_a_swim@hotmail.com 


life update


I realize that I haven’t posted anything in way too long and I haven’t posted anything of quality in way way way to long.  I’m not going to apologize because I’ve been busy and occupied, however I figure I should at least put the summary of the past few weeks: 

I am now working in the kitchen at work which are all 10 hr shifts. 
I am starting back at coaching the swim team in a week.
My new bike is absolutely pristine. 
My love life is non existant.
I got beat up my one of my friend’s husband this past weekend.
I’ve gained 15 pounds in the past month.
I am getting darker…. Took up fake baking (don’t judge)
I started working out again and it’s kicking my butt
The whether is finally getting nice. (after being freaking cold for months)
I ordered new birth control (the kind they put in your arm and you don’t have to worry about it for 2 – 3 years.
I still hate boys (they don’t seem to understand “I’m not interested”)
I gave up drinking…. And eating for that matter.

Now I’m sitting at home.  I can’t go drinking.  I already worked out once today. The temp is dropping so I can’t really go riding and I already cleaned my house today…..   I’m kind of bored.   Now what do I do?

Wish me luck.  My goal is to get my life in line and moving in a forward direction.