letting go

I was going through the files on my computer today and stumbled across my wedding folder.  

Today is the day that the realization that i will never need that folder hit home.  I realized that i will never have my perfect wedding.  I will never have a wedding at all.  It's every girls dream to grow up and have a beautiful wedding, even if it's just to elope... I wount ever have that.  I'll never have the day where i feel like a truly beautiful woman.  I will never have that happily ever after.   So i deleted the file.   It's over.  I have to move on if i want to survive.