I was going through the files on my computer today and stumbled across my wedding folder.
Today is the day that the realization that i will never need that folder hit home. I realized that i will never have my perfect wedding. I will never have a wedding at all. It's every girls dream to grow up and have a beautiful wedding, even if it's just to elope... I wount ever have that. I'll never have the day where i feel like a truly beautiful woman. I will never have that happily ever after. So i deleted the file. It's over. I have to move on if i want to survive.