Friday, October 30, 2009

I'm scared to love.



Things are too perfect. Just give it time, there's no way i will be able to make it. Now way.

Artist of the day.

Pink is quickly becoming my favorite artist. Her work is so authentic and honest and not sugar coated or dramatized... And she's a cool girl. She's so funny and i like the way she always laughs at everything. She's just pretty damn cool.

- She even has awesome style.. .sometimes she may show too much, but she wears what nobody else would even dream of... and she actually rocks it too !

Monday, October 26, 2009

Halloween 2009

The cellar bartenders are going with a batman theme... i'm gonna be catwoman.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Ugly Wednesday.



If my teacher would stop contradicting himself maybe i would get more than 2/15 on my quizes.

attempt two: what's the answer to question number 3? is it A or B - make up your damn mind.

Hot Stews wedding video

Heather finally posted the video of her wedding : Here

ps. my hair is all over the place the entire time. lol

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Today i will not be terrified or niave

Some days I wake up terrified.
Scared of the future.
Scared of the unknow.
Scared of heartbreak.
Scared of failure.

Some days I wake up and know that everything will be ok.
Tomorrow will take care of itself.
I will learn with every experience
Hearts will heal and love
Failure is only new lessons learned and experiences made.

Other days I wake up and know that it doesn’t really matter.
Crap happens… it’s part of life.
The future will bring bad days
The unknown will sometimes sting
Heartbreak will happen
And I will fail.

But on these days I look forward to every pain and every experience.
If I never hurt it’s probably because I’m not living
And I don’t ever fail its because I haven’t tried anything.

So it’s these days that I wake up and smile.
I smile because I can see reality
I smile because I know it doesn’t really matter.
I smile because the sun is shining and the air is fresh and I am still different than everyone else.

Some days will not be today because today is my day.

Monday, October 19, 2009

Chilvary is not dead.

Today wasn’t as cold as I thought it would be, I rode the bus expecting today to copy yesterday’s bitter breeze and chilly air. It actually ended up being a fair day. After spending the last 5 min. of class waiting impatiently for our teacher to let us out late again I looked like an old lady doing laps as a speed walked to the bus. Just like my teacher, the bus was also late . It did eventually arrive and I waited patiently as people from the back of line filed on in front of me. I brushed it off but I was starting to think that everyone was looking out for themselves, then last two guys in line surprised me. They stepped aside “go ahead, I didn’t see you back there” I hadn’t minded waiting, but the respect these two lads showed for ladies left me dumbfounded. I probably wount see those kids again but I hope the respect they showed me doesn’t go to waste… I hope it will get them somewhere.

There is something very attractive when I guy opens a door for a lady, it’s even more attractive when he makes a point to do so. When those two guys put ladies first it was a gesture that made me look a second time. They weren’t trying to get lucky and they didn’t make a big show of it, but they eared respect and a half from me.

Monday, October 12, 2009

a new life for my mothers dress.




I have begin the alterations for my wedding dress.. So far: the sleeves are gone and the chest was brought out. As long as i don't gain weight i could be done. I may remove the lace on the chest so it doesn't come up to my neck and stops at the lace on the cleavage

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

a little bit of lovely



I love the soft look of the curtains next to the brick wall. It says "i'm upcity slick and feminin but not too frilly" I love the organized roughness of the room and the way it screams insperation.


*picture found on Design to inspire's blog

Sunday, October 04, 2009

fear untold

No one has any idea. I think i'm just gonna run away from it.