love letter to no one

I don't want to go to bed because i don't want you to leave. Stay here with me in the dark. If you dare, hold me close. I want to be in your arms, i want to feel your embrace. As you sit there next to me i want to feel the warmth of your skin.
But i can never tell you any of this. When you ask me why i don't go to bed i let silence be my answer... and i think you know. But you don't say a word, don't pull me close. You know, i wouldn't shrug away if you tried to hug me. I wouldn't reject you if you were to tell me that you liked me.