I can't even contain my emotions. There is so much that i have been made to do.
The music only amplifies it. Even on the worst day of my life, the music can make the joy of life explode within. It can make the joy i ache for tear through my heart and it can make the ambitions that i was born for soar through the sky.
It is part of my heartbeat. Part of my soul.
The thing that hurts the most is that I can feel the notes coursing through my viens - they are part of me and yet i can't talk, i can't get them out.. I don't know how to put it into anything else than my own breaths.