Saturday, September 15, 2007

I can live

I am going to live free.
I am going to fly.
i am going to find love.
I am going to eat ice cream with my friends.
I am going to drink wine and watch a good movie.
I am going to cry
I am going to laugh
You may not understand me.
I don't even understand myself.
That's just fine because i'm alive.
I don't mean that i am breathing and healthy.
I am alive.
I can feel pain and heartache
I can feel and i can dream.
I can make my own life.
You may approve but you probably don't.
That's just fine because i'm alive.
I can live.
I can go where i want.
I can smile to strangers
I can soar above the clouds.
I am going to live my life.
I am going to love
I am going to laugh
I am going to cry
I am going to hurt
I am going to live my life.

Friday, September 14, 2007

Who's heart will break?

I don't want to break his heart. I don't want to break your heart. I don't want to break my heart. Heartache is more painful than any physical hurt. In the end, there is no way to avoid it and in the beginning it is never expected.

Here and Now

Today's never happened before. Today will never happen again. I am here and i am now. I am going to live. I am going to get up and live. I'm going to live like today has never happened before. I am going to live like today will never happen again. I am going to live today because i have one chance at the here and now.

Thursday, September 13, 2007

let's fly above the clouds



Let's spread our wings and fly.
Let's spread our wings and soar.
I don't need a plane.
I don't need a kite.
I'm gonna spread my wings and fly.
Don't tell me that i can't
Don't tell me to stay at home.
I'm gonna spread my wings and soar.
Let's live our lives
let's love to laugh.
let's spread our wings and fly.
let's do what we want.
let's live our own lives
Let's spread our wings and soar.
I'm going to spread my wings and live.
i'm gonna fly in the sky.
I'm gonna soar above the clouds

Monday, September 10, 2007

..............

There is no doubt in my mind; there will be no other like you.
I thank you for the passion you exuded, the confidence you gave me in that brief moment in time.

You left a mark
I wear it proudly on my chest
Above my heart Above my heart
To Remind me that I feel the best
When I'm with you When I'm with you
To me everything is effortless
You know its true
My eyes are painted with regret
and I don't need it.




♥ Tammy Pham.

accept my forgiveness.

I understand that we see things differently.
I am sorry that it has taken me so long to see this.
I was mad at you for being so closed minded and
i was mad at you for offending my friends.
I don't really care anymore.
I realize that i was also being close minded.
I have not come to see things your way.
I still refuse to conform to your ways.
But now i realize that its ok for you to be like that.
I can tell you that you are close minded, but i have to live with the fact that you don't want to change.
I can tell you that you are being judgmental, but i have to accept that you dont agree.
I can tell you that i disagree, but i have to respect you despite the fact that you will damn me for not agreeing.
It is all good.
I understand it now.
You will continue being frustrated with me.
You may continue doing everything just as you have.
I know that you have to gain experience some where
I know that i have to be open minded towards your ways
We have different ways of life and i have to understand that.
I am sorry it has taken me so long to realize this.
I am sorry that you don't understand me right now.
I know that you disagree with what i am saying now,
but that is ok.
You may not be able to accept the fact that i live differently than you,
but i am not going to be someone i am not.
I am not going to lie about what i do and don't do.
If you can't accept me as who i am than that is your problem.
I will be completely transparent with you.
I will be completely honest with you.
I hope you accept this.

chilvary isn't dead

Look for the girl with the broken smile..

Life is ok.

Hell happens, but life will go on.
Some people will dislike me.
Some people will not take a fancy to me.
That is all ok.
I don't need the perfect life.
I don't need the rest of the world to agree with me.
I don't even need the rest of the world to support me.
All i need is me.
I will walk through life and i will be ok.
I am gonna laugh and love.
I am gonna live life
i am going to breath fresh air.
I am going to eat ice cream.
I've got my friends.
I will have my shitty days but life will go on.
I'm going to look at God and he will smile because i love him.
That's all i really need.
I see This life that he gave me and i know that he loves me too.
Life is ok.
Life will run it's course so i am going to go with it and smile.

Sunday, September 09, 2007

forgiving Heartache

It's ok if you disagree with me.
I will forgive you if you hold it against me.
I will still love God if you judge me
You can tell me i am wrong and i am sorry.
I know that you are frustrated by my rebellion.
I am sorry that you can't understand me.
I promise you that i still love God and i think you know this.
I am sorry that it is so hard to see what i am saying,
I am sorry that i am so diverse that you don't even see me.
I hope life is good for you.
I will still be here and i will still sit by you on sunday.
Don't turn your back on me when it gets hard,
but i will forgive you if you do.

Saturday, September 08, 2007

Hey you.

Hey you!
yeah you, in the green shirt.
I fell in love with you yesterday
now i don't know how to live.
My mind is going on and my heart has been left behind.
Hey you!
You with the skateboard in hand
I wish you'd agree to be my man
Hey you!
I know you'll always be my friend,
but wount you help my heart to mend

I don't know how i got here,
but somehow, sometime, i fell in love with you.
now all i say is hey
hey you

Friday, September 07, 2007

This is the function

i'm gonna love and live
laugh and love
and live and laugh
i'm gonna walk in the rain and carry an unbrella on a sunny day
i'm gonna skateboard and i'm gonna smile at a stranger