Monday, May 07, 2007

You are..

Who are you?

who will you become?

what iwll you achieve?

Who will you love?

Is he coming?

Does he know that he has broke my heart?
Does he even have a clue?
I love him.
He's made mistakes - he knows that.
I don't think that he has even considered me as anything more than a friend.
If he had ripped my hear in two, i would at least know where we stood.
The way it is, i may never know.
The way it is, i don't even know what to do with what i have.
I want to help him,
but i don't know how.
I can't live it for him,
i can't stand over him,
and i can't love him unless he lets me.
In my own world i love him.
Is it possible that this is how it will always be?

If he is not the one,
who is?
Will i ever find that one who charishes my life more than his won?
Will he love me and put me first?
How long will it be until he comes into my life?
Will he be smart?
Creative?
Nerdy?
athletic?
What kind of person will i come to join?
Maybe he'll never come.
I will live my life with passion.
I will go on to change the world single handedly.

but still i hope.

How long will i wait?
How long must i wait?
I can take the final heartbreak.
but he must be gone and
he must leave the pieces of my heart.

I have come to love him.
I am willing to give him my heart
But he will never accept, never has.
Now he is dissapearing.
He never broke my heart,
but what hurts most is
breaking your own.

Now still i wait.
I know he'll never come,
but still i hope.

Thursday, May 03, 2007

God is the love of my life



"When God closes one door, he usually opens a window"

How do you make God laugh? ...Make a plan."-Chet from Kicking and Screaming (1995)

"People put themselves in safe situations and think 'if God shows up - good; if not - than ok' but the only way you will see God and know it is him is when you put your neck out so far that you will be screwed if he doesn't show up - then you know you've seen him." - sandor.

"God loves us as we are. But He also loves us to much to leave as we are."

"A woman’s heart should be so close to the Lord that a man has to search after Him just to find her." And vice versa
"if i find in myself a desire which no experience in this world can satisfy, the most probable explanation is that i was made for another world."
-C.S. Lewis

"Disturb us Lord, when we are too well pleased with ourselves when are dreams have come true because we have dreamed too little, when we arrive safely because we have sailed too close to the shore.

Disturb us Lord, when with the abundance of things we posses, we have lost our thirst for the waters of life. Haven fallen in love with life we have ceased to dream of eternity; and in our efforts to build a new earth, we have allowed our vision of a new heaven to dim.

Disturb us Lord, to dare more boldly, to venture on wider seas where storms will shore your mastery, where loosing sighting of land we shall find the stars. We ask you to push back the horizons of our hopes and to push into the future in strength, courage, hope, and love."
-Sir Francis Drake

Be of good courage, And He shall strengthen your heart, All you who hope in the Lord. Psalm 31:24

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Let's take on the world

"The unreal is more powerful than the real, because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. because its only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. stone crumbles. wood rots. people, well, they die. but things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on." Chuck Palahniuk

Anyone can give up. It's the EASIEST thing in the world to do. But, to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart...That's true strength.

"Not every dream can become a legend, but every legend has begun with a dream."-Erick Landrider

a ship in the harbor is safe, but that is not what ships are built for.

"To learn to succeed, you must first learn to fail."-Michael Jordan

"Whenever we dream out loud, we’re criticized for being foolish by people who really have no idea how special we are. As a result, we crush our dreams without giving them half a chance.”

“that’s impossible”. “well then let’s try the impossible because the possible is just not workin’ “

"change: not merely to be different, nor to usher in a following, but rather to push towards unrealized possibilities which improve our environment, our community, and promote the best versions of ourselves.” – RYAN STROUD

them -“that’s impossible”.
me- “well then let’s do it ."

Everything is possible, it just takes longer to do the impossible.

Do what you feel in your heart to be right - for you'll be criticized anyway